I want to blog....I swear. I want to write......Qasm say.

But sometimes life is so messed up, that putting your feelings to paper is just too painful. Today I've lost, because I've given up the ability to confront my feelings. Happy days those, when I was able to rant and rave about everything that bothered me. Be it exams, be it love, be it politics, be it hell... NOTHING.

However, today my soul has died. I'm no longer Aftab. I've just become another dead man walking. And I thought i'd never come to this stage. But yeah, I've lost......Today.  And as someone put it a bit too bluntely,

" You Have no Scope."



And Erich Segal says it best in " THE CLASS".....


Andrew, when you write about me in that diary of yours - never say that I'm a lucky man."

- George Keller

when u know uve lost, you knw evrithng. heal well, my friend.

Thanks Roooj...:)

Aftab, just wanted to send you my best wishes and that I'm thinking of you and your country in its time of need. I hope things calm down soon for your country and countrymen. Take care!

What has caused you to say so? But be sure, just as you've gone down on yourself now, you shall rise again. That, my friend is human nature. I was going to say a few more sentences along the same lines as the last few, but I'm sure it'd be like a parrot were repeating what it has learnt. But, be strong. That's all. I know it may be difficult, or may seem impossible.
As Mybrid says, there is turmoil in your country, and this too shall pass. Your country is a strong one, and it's people surely determined, that I've learnt from you. Now, you will see the strength and unity of everyone rise from beneath these disputes. I may be long-winded, but brother man, at least I speak up.

True.. The few centimeters in my head hopefully still belong to me..
What difference does it make tho.. Be my name Gudrun, or Gunborga... It really doesn't matter.
So.. I see you've just completed medical school. What now?

cum back!:-?

start writing now!!